country bumpkin


so tracy’s play ‘chatroom’ is over as of last night. it was an absolutely powerful, enlightening, fulfilling experience. i thought about and learnt things i had no grasp on previously, and as tracy herself said, came to lowe those that were virtually strangers to me a few months ago.
i hope everyone that came to watch chatroom enojyed it, and most importantly went home with something to think about. although my idea of the target audience would be teenagers or there-about young people, i think chatroom is something that everyone can relate to : i hope we made the teenagers feel like they aren’t alone in how they feel, the confusion, the angst, the little daily frustrations. we all feel that way sometimes. i hope we made the adults remember what it was like to be us, to be where we are in life, to not know fully who you are or where you want to go. i hope, above all, that everyone took home with them a youthful and strong resolve to not only endure life, but love it.
its very hard to take risks with art in a place like sri lanka, where people have very set-in-stone ideas about theater and acting, but someone has to do it. with six chairs, six garden lights and some clothes out of our own cupboards, we managed to turn characters into real people, we managed to tell a very important story in an hour and we managed to take lines and turn them into living, breathing, thoughtful words. enda walsh wrote a wonderful, witty, clever play. i hope we took it somewhere worthwhile. i definitely felt like we did. much love and power to everyone who is or has ever been involved with mind adventures.
we felt it all. it came to every single one of us. it was all real.
thank you, to everyone. please tell us what you thought.
visit tracy holsinger and the mind adventures theatre company here and see pictures here.
when i was about 8, i made a friend i’d never lose. no matter where our lives took us, we were simply destined to meet and make merry as friends do time and time again. more than a decade down the line, i wonder what still makes it worth the while. it is because she is simply great, and beautiful and we will never have nothing in common ; we will always have something to laugh about, something to talk about, and if all else fails, we will most certainly have something to reminisce about.
i lost track of her for far too long. having spent the second consecutive new year’s eves with her in december 2006, i started to really appreciate her re-entrance into my life. thanks to our dancer-lives, our childhood antics, old friends and finally her brother, we are never to be parted, thank you very much.
and this is my ode to mon.





…it’s hard to know who’s telling the truth and who’s not.
it’s hard to see how the person feels when they tell you to ‘fuck off’.
it’s hard to know who to trust and who not to trust.
it’s hard to figure out who’s on your side and who isn’t.
it’s hard to understand someone’s real intentions.

‘we’re all from the same city. it’s enough to tie us together. leave the details out, it gives us more freedom’.
he appears lost, depressed, hopeless.
the kind of guy who has no strength to fight for anything on his own anymore.
the kind of guy who’s loneliness eats him up inside and makes him feel worthless.
the kind of guy who bears his hurt like a cross, but is fed up of feeling it all the time.
the kind of guy who needs some real guidance, but is happy to settle with the first that he gets just because he is so tired.
but who is jim, really?
is he suicidal?
is he sure?
is he just looking for someone to love him?
enda walsh’s ‘chatroom’, directed by tracy holsinger. 23rd-25th february 2007, 8.00 pm, at the british school in colombo.
photo by yanik tissera.

she appears to be naive, silly, vain.
the kind of girl that craves acceptance just a bit more than she craves to be the prettiest girl in any room.
the kind of girl with her heart in the right place, but by no means eloquent enough to make her good intentions plain.
the kind of girl that will be your friend, because she really wants friends.
the kind of girl that’s seemingly easy to understand.
but who is emily, really?
is she hurt?
is she strong?
is she on to them?
enda walsh’s ‘chatroom’, directed by tracy holsinger. 23rd-25th february 2007, 8.00 pm, at the british school in colombo.
photo by yanik tissera.
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