lover
photo by yanik, of course.
…and i really must thank you, for all the ways in which you’ve changed my life, and yet, all the ways in which you haven’t. it is wonderful to be so embedded in someone else, but to also be myself more than i have been in a very long time…
…so when i tell you everything i do, i really mean it. it is inexplicable and incomparable. you are so completely everything i want, and you amaze me regularly. if i weren’t me, i’d laugh at how enamoured i have become ; how purely engrossed people can become when they fall in love…
…you are a multitude of things, each one special in its own way, each one necessary and crucial to my being. sometimes i wonder if i will ever possess the ability to tell you how important you are to me, in this very moment and for always, to come…
…i love how everyone loves you, how they have no choice but to be dragged in to it by the same things that did so for me, it is irresistable and unintentional ; i never even noticed it was happening until it had already happened. you are magical…
…i love how we love (and hate) the same things, oh, life is so much easier that way. the beauty of truly sharing life becomes epitomized in what we have, how we live, and i can’t imagine how anyone gets through life not knowing what we know…
…never have i thought this much about one single person, so much so that i even think it might a little unhealthy. but this is how i like, feeling addicted, a little mad almost. i can always look at you and be convinced that a little madness is always worth it…
… i want life to be easy and painless and exciting for you, just as much as i want you to be strong and brave and patient. i only want you to have a glorious life, to have everything you want and every little, insiginificant happiness just as much as all the big, glamorous ones…
happy birthday, lover. continue to live a good one.
Electraa?? You, you’re in.., in love??
Ooh, my god!!.. [having a giddy feeling and collapsing]
(recovering, a little while later) Wha.. what happ.. happened?
Comment by Nirmal — October 8, 2006 @ 7:16 am
i think i’m going to cry… this is so sweet…
Comment by danielle — October 8, 2006 @ 6:05 pm
happy bertday to youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu asvi!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im guessin the ‘b’day bash’ was awesome as usualll!!..
lovely post bay..ur a slut!
miss u
Comment by Bianca — October 9, 2006 @ 1:30 am
Holy mother of god. Asvajit run while you still can. Run mofo run. Don’t look back like Lot’s wife. Just RUN!! Do it now….!!
Comment by Sophist — October 9, 2006 @ 7:24 am
lot’s wife really screwed up, huh? its not like she didn’t know what she was in for…
Comment by electra — October 9, 2006 @ 7:39 am
Well, I guess he WAS the best of a bad Lot.
Comment by Ravana — October 9, 2006 @ 8:29 pm
That was meant in reference to comment number 5. I didn’t mean Asvajit. We all love Asvajit.
Comment by Ravana — October 9, 2006 @ 8:32 pm
oi! happy birthday babe! well er… i guess i should leave this on asvi’s, but er…
must get high! soon!
Comment by mala — October 14, 2006 @ 11:00 pm