feel
enough bullshit, already. enough mystery and ambiguity and subtlety…who ever said that stuff worked anyway? i want everyone to know this. i need the whole world to believe it. you are mine and i, your’s. i want to scream ‘i love you!’ but that seems so blatant, so…usual. you make my world spin and yet keep it more rational than anything else around me does.
this ecstasy, this raging madness, it’s lusty and heaty and huge and important and i feel it with every sense i possess, with every ounce of energy i can muster. but it also quiet and sensible and comforting, like a good old cuddle. it’s glorious and overwhelming and a little scary, all at once. it is simultaenously the one thing i have always wanted and the one thing i was afraid i’d never find.
call me silly. call me an infatuated child, i don’t care. all that matters is what i know. and i know this. i can’t tell you how well i know it, with what stark certainty i feel it, with what alarming calmness i embrace it. i just…know. i hope one day everyone will know, like this. like i know now.
i don’t know how to say it, to explain the bursting sensation i feel stirring within me when i am with you. that rushing emotion, that crippling sense of exhilaration. it rises in waves inside me, one after the other after the other.
i still don’t know how to say it. how to let you absorb a part of how i feel, how to give this to you. see, it’s in my veins, in my thoughts and dreams and inspiration. reach inside me. feel how it is to feel being me. feel every inkling of love, every tiny little shard of hope, every gush of imagination, every moment of contentment. feel how perfectly all these boundless feelings fit inside me, how comfortable and familiar it all is. it is amazing. i love it. i want it forever.
Err… Elect, What’s this about? Is it just a figment of your great imagination, or, um.. what is it about really?
I really am a bear with very little brain
Ooooh, I see it now, it’s a philosophical rant about feeling, right?
Comment by Nirmal — September 30, 2006 @ 5:58 am
fufdk man thaaghts tight
Comment by Chathuranga — September 30, 2006 @ 5:19 pm
i know
Comment by Bianca — October 1, 2006 @ 9:04 am
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Comment by msnimiekle — May 3, 2009 @ 4:04 pm