Portrait

February 9, 2010

This is Not Right

Filed under: General

I don’t even like Sarath Fonseka - but this is not right.

According to D.B.S Jeyraj, the former General was dragged away, literally kicking and screaming, from his office on Rajakeeya Mawatha last night (Monday 8th February).

It was a foolish endeavor right from the start, to publicly threaten the ‘regime’ and its army by saying he would reveal highly confidential information that would implicate the armed forces as having committed war crimes. Foolish because any idiot could have told him that it would not end happily. But also particularly because SF was right there in the thick of things when all these war crimes were being committed, and in fact was the General of the army that committed them! I always thought it was a bit of a joke, for him to claim he ‘knew’ things and that he would stop at nothing to expose the misconduct of the armed forces during the final days of battle. It was a bit ironic - that kind of irony that makes one snort - for the retired General to be saying he stood for truth and justice and would fight corruption and reveal all ugly truths about the army and the war, especially when it was in the face of a Presidential Election.

But - still. To surround a man with military and military police and then to drag him away in front of dozens of soldiers and allies in the dead of the night is not right. It’s not right even if he had been a regular guy - an average johnny. It’s even less right if he is the Opposition, the candidate that dared to stand against the reigning King at the recently concluded election. And it’s even less right if it’s the guy who’s been threatening to divulge inside information about war crimes committed by the SLA during its fight against the LTTE.

As far as the President is concerned, does he not even care about PR anymore? Does he not care how things like this will make him look? I guess not. I guess he doesn’t have to care - he doesn’t have to give a shit. He has placed himself above all else. And he has no one to fear.

I don’t know what’s going in - but this is not right.

January 20, 2010

Montage of Mayhem

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I just couldn’t resist.

Here are some comments left by sittingnut on my blog, over time. I’m always just tickled at how he says the exact same thing over and over again no matter what my post is about. And I just thought I’d share it with everyone - I think it’s funny.

Excerpt from comment on Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea (January 14 2010)

‘post by someone who is totally ignorant about sri lanka.
but then as a third generation blood sucking ngo parasite she was against defeating terrorists by force too. as long as she got her ngo paid life she did not care what happened to sri lankan living under ltte or threatened by them.’

Excerpt from comment on Patriot (December 15 2009)

‘more empty excuses from third generation blood sucking ngo parasite for looking away and advocating appeasement of tamil tiger terrorist murderers.
patrotism was never the main issue . whether you would willingly hand over innocents to be deliberately violated of all their rights and be deprived of freedom, justice , and democracy was the issue
peace at any cost mean that cost . no decent person would agree to that cost
but you ngo parasites did that .
and to personal benefits of various kinds’

Excerpt from comment on My Thoughts on Eka Adhipathi (December 8 2009)

‘this is a barely ok play .and don’t even deserve the comparisons you make.
but then compared something recently spammed …sorry promoted here, it is better.’

Excerpt from comment on My Country of Contradictions (December 2 2009)

more empty rhetoric and platitudes from a nepotistic ngo parasite that sucked on innocent and wanted to give murderers more power.’

Excerpt from comment on About the Children of Activists (October 14 2009)

‘i also have no “generosity and compassion” for ppl who advocated giving more power to murderous terrorists (and got rewarded for it) . same ppl attacked those who opposed that with vile slander and fabrications.
you are free to think those ppl need “generosity and compassion”. lol’

Excerpt from comment on A Different Cause (May 14 2009)

‘yes i do have problems with posts that do the following,
slander sri lankans and military.
devalue the glory and achievements sri lankns in war against terrorists,
morally equalize terrorists and sl military,
are racist ( ie equate tamils with ltte, and consider terrorists as rebels engaged in a ethnic conflict and not criminal thugs ),
excuse or deny, peacenik support for appeasement of terrorists, and their corruption.
are hypocritical or irrational’

Excerpt from comment on When a War is Won (May 18n 2009)

‘only racists see an ethnic conflict . same racists who wanted to talk peace with terrorist and opposed defeating ltte ( while in most cases not saying what to do with ltte in typical cowardly intellectual dishonest fashion).
dishonest racists pretendingh to be otherwise’

Excerpt from comment on Give Peace a Chance (May 23 2009)
‘we get it that you always wanted peace at any cost, through appeasement of terrorists using blood of those same innocent ordinary sri lanakans, and at the cost of human rights, justice, freedom, and democracy . we get it that you don’t like that terrorists got defeated through military means. we get it that you are feeling annoyed given the total collapse of your racist fantasy about ltte terrorists being freedom fighters in a ethnic conflict, supported by tamils. we even get it that you are feeling nervous about your future as a third generation ngo parasite.’

Basically, he thinks I have done all these things he accuses me of by writing this blog.

Can someone please tell me if I’m missing something here?

January 14, 2010

Between the Devil and the Deep Blue Sea

Filed under: General

Indi is angry about this article, but I can’t help but pity us too. I can’t help but feel sorry for us all who have to make the choice on the 26th.

Indi says there is hope - that things are looking up. IDP camps have emptied. Tissa is out on bail. Checkpoints have been removed. We can go to Jaffna. But I am too cynical to believe that any of this is real, and to believe that anything that either SF or MR does/says at this point has nothing to do with the election. Sorry - I just can’t. Not that I mind good things happening either way. It’s fine, but is it real? Why should we believe them? If there wasn’t a presidential election looming close at hand, would things still be looking up?

I have learned some things about politics in this country. I have learned that very little of it is honest, and much of it is self-centered.

If you ask me what I think about the candidates, what instantly comes to mind is that they are both mass murdering megalomaniacs. This is how I see them. SF says now that he will end corruption, that he will end the nepotism. That he was appalled by the way the IDP camps were being run, by the threats the government posed to free expression and media, by the war crimes committed during the last phase of battle, which were allegedly all ordered by Gota. Well, then what was he doing all that time that he was in there, with them, rubbing shoulders and sitting down to have a drink with Mahinda and Gota? Why should I believe that anything he says is true, when it is all cleverly timed with his running for president? What about before? Why did he stay quiet for all those months, years even? If he thought that what they were doing was wrong,why did he do it with them?

SF’s entire campaign is about exploiting how tired people are of MR, and nothing else. And it’s working! People are so tired of MR that they are saying ‘at least SF will be a change’. Don’t be foolish people - don’t let them capitalise on our unbelievably low morale. Don’t let them cash in on our absolute desperation and frustration. Vote for who you will, but do so because you actually believe in that man, not because you despise the other.

As for MR - what’s there to be said? We all know who he is. The corruption of his government is more blatant and obvious than ever before, he practices no discretion and shows no shame when squandering public funds. He is a ruthless brute force of despotism and everyone knows it. Every Sri Lankan citizen, be they high-powered or as average as you and me, are onto this fact. We are all fed up of fattening his family. We are all fed up of seeing his face plastered on every wall, or every tree. He has nothing to fear. He has no one to fear.

When I tell people that I think neither is better than the other, they say ‘Yes, but so and so has not done this, at least’ or ‘So and so has at least done this for us’. I don’t think it is a healthy sign that we are having to choose the ‘lesser evil’ when it comes to something as important as presidency. I would rather not vote at all, in that case. I don’t think I should side with one or the other just because they are not as horrible! This is not the way it should be, and each one of us has to know this. This is not normal.

Anyway, the bottom line is - MR is the President of this country. He can do whatever he wants. Whenever he wants. Do you really think he will let SF win? Even, and I really doubt this, even if SF does technically win, do you honestly think MR will allow it? He has everything at his disposal. Do you think, for a second, that he can lose now? Or that he will? And this is where my hopelessness lies.

He has come too far now, he is in it too deep. He will do what it takes. We don’t really have a choice in this matter. All we have is the illusion of choice. The illusion of democracy. However we vote, whoever you vote for, I think our fate is sealed.

But, then, if life is to be as hopeless as I see it, we may as well all commit mass suicide. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I don’t think there is any point in thinking about which one of them will better the nation. I think we just need to resign ourselves to the fact that we have to ditch philosophizing for the next few years and just get through them, and survive.

So I guess the true test lies in if we can soldier on, for the next six years at least, with our senses of humanity and homour in tact and get on with our lives as best as we can.

December 15, 2009

Patriot

Filed under: General

The idea of patriotism has always baffled me slightly. What does it mean to love one’s country? I love Sri Lanka. But that’s because I was born here, I have lived here all my life, my friends and family are all here - it’s because I belong here. I’m sure I would love any country had I developed the same relationship to it. I could love England, or Denmark or Nepal, I’m sure. I love other places - but this is home - so I love it in a different kind of way. Do I love Sri Lanka for any other reasons? It’s hard to say, obviously - because my love for it is very innately attached to my life here. I love some things about Sri Lanka, but I also wish some things were different - but I feel this way about most places I’ve ever been to. There are things to love and things to hate. I doubt any place is devoid of fault. But yes, there are some things that make me go ‘Oh my god, I just love this country’. When people dump garbage right under signs that tell you not to, those signs themselves sometimes - which range from ‘Do not dump your garbage here - we are hiding and watching and we will beat you’ to ‘Only dogs litter here’ - in colourful Sinhalese, of course. When people grin at you when they don’t know the answer to a question you have just asked them, or they have done something wrong. How they will always give you directions, even if they are wrong, instead of saying ‘I don’t know’. Of course I also love all the cheesy things - how children wave to people on the train, how anyone will stop to help you if you drop something on the street. It’s cheesy but it’s true. It happens. I love the beaches and the mountains and how the sheer beauty of this place just takes my breath away sometimes, no matter how many times I’ve seen it. People have a sense of humour here - the man in the shop at the top of my road does, a well-timed joke can even get a wry smile out the stern policeman at a checkpoint. People also have a sense of responsibility to each other - it often descends into downright nosiness, a kind of intense, prying curiosity that is stifling and annoying - but it is this very thing that is perhaps greatest about Sri Lanka, about our culture and society: the fact that you’ll never be entirely alone.

But what does it mean to ‘love your country’ beyond these ideas?

What’s interesting to me is that patriotism is often promoted as a concept in times of turmoil - times when a nation is wracked with fear and insecurity. Patriotism has been promoted to keep the morale of the people high, and of course to keep the support of the people firmly on the side of the reigning government. To put it quite bluntly, patriotism has been put forward by governments at times when they need to justify what they are doing and cannot afford to lose face. What happens to the idea of patriotism in times of peace and calm? Who talks about it then, in places where everything is OK, in times when everything is fairly nice and uncontroversial? What happens to the idea of patriotism as we know it then?

I see patriotism as being love for one’s country. Simple and clear. I love my country. I want to continue to live here, I want to die here, I want my children (if any) to grow up here, I want it to thrive. This is what my love for Sri Lanka means. I love it because of what it means to me. I love it because of the people, the places, the things that exist on it that mean something to me. But do I love it independently of all these things? Do I love this piece of land, this island that is Sri Lanka? I don’t know. Would I die for it? Should anyone? Should anyone die being told that they are doing so ‘for their country’?

Just like patriotism, the idea of dying for your country has also always baffled me. Why die? What’s the point? Wouldn’t you be of more service to your country if you were alive? Wouldn’t you be able to do more if you were alive? Wouldn’t it be better to stay alive, and say, work towards reforming the education system in this country, or fighting corruption? Wouldn’t it serve a higher purpose to stay alive and contribute to the economy, or support the arts? To me, once again just like the idea of patriotism, the idea of ‘dying for one’s country’ seems like a nice way of selling ‘come and fight this war so that I don’t have to’ to unsuspecting young men who don’t have jobs, who don’t have money, and who, most importantly, can be bought over by glorified ideas of war, martyrdom and heroism. I understand that armies are built and wars are fought, and my grudge with this idea of ‘dying for your country’ has nothing to do with my opinion on war itself. I’m a pacifist and I believe that war is bad, but this is not even about that. It’s about how they market it, how they sell it - and that’s where I disagree that dying for your country is noble or good or useful. I think it is a waste of human life, particularly young human life, to encourage them to fight and die, to lure them in to this trap by saying that they are doing this ‘for’ their country, that they are doing a great service by dying for it. Some people have to go to war and some people have to die in wars - this is inevitable. But the only people who tells us that death in battle is noble and heroic are the ones who benefit from being able to send others in their place to the battlefield - I doubt that any one who has died in any war is looking down on their families, their wives, their babies and thinking ‘Oh gosh I’m so glad I died for my country’. No, they must just be thinking ‘I wish I was there‘.

It is sold to the masses as a test of their patriotism. But this is wholly unfair. It’s a giant leap to take, from ‘I love my country’ to ‘Can I die for it?’. Is it unpatriotic to say ‘I’m not willing to die for my country’? Does it mean I don’t love Sri Lanka?

So what is patriotism, then, and where do you draw the line? Do I love my country more than my life? Am I willing to die for my country and a bunch of people I don’t even know? Do I love it more than the lives of those I love? If my father or brother had died in battle would I be proud? No, no and no. A country is not something you should love above everything else in your life. It is just a thing. It is everything else that makes it what it is. It is us that makes it what it is. So when a President tells us that he loves his country first, second and third I am left wondering, ‘What about your own life? What about your wife, your children? Where do they factor in and how do they feel about being featured at the bottom of your list?’ Is it necessary for one to love their country above everything else? Is it even healthy?

This frenzied, hysterical kind of patriotism is not my style. The fact that we are encouraging people to kill and die for a country makes me uncomfortable. I am suspicious of anything that tells you that you need to love it more than yourself, or more than your own children - like monotheistic religions - it just reeks of having an ulterior motive.

Any establishment that asks you to prove your loyalty seems to me, an insecure one. Any establishment that asks you to die for it seems to me a rather selfish one.

My love for my country should not be reduced to something that can be proven by displaying a flag outside my home, or by agreeing with every decision that our rulers make, or by beating my chest and painting my face. This is not a cricket match. This is my home. And the love I feel for it is entirely private, and has nothing to do with the people in power. The nation is independent of its government. The state is independent from its rulers. Or this is the way things should be.

To begin with, let’s make a clear distinction between a nation and its rulers, because that distinction needs to be made. We seem to have blurred the lines along the way, or they have done it for us. I love Sri Lanka - and I like to think that Sri Lanka cannot be so easily summed up in the people who run it.

A great article here on patriotism - and how it shouldn’t be taught to children, but how instead children should be taught the facts and then encouraged and allowed to make up their own minds about how they feel towards their country and its history.

December 14, 2009

Mo to the Sea

Filed under: General

Oft have we seen him at the peep of dawn
Brushing with hasty steps the dews away
To meet the sun upon the upland lawn.

A pot, bearing the remnants of Mo’s ashes, drifted off to sea, bobbing upon the waves, and amidst scattered white lotus flowers. Ashes drifted alongside it, cast into the ocean by ones who loved him - gently floating - far, far away. Friends and family stood and watched, watching, waiting - until we had lost sight of the pot entirely, until it had met the sunset on the distant horizon.

The sea carried him away - to a place where he met with the infinite, vast open space of the ocean and the sun setting in orange and pink. To a place where he will drift peacefully to another day, another adventure.

Goodbye, Mo.

December 10, 2009

Too Soon

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Picture by Anush de Costa.

The Mind Adventures production of The Travelling Circus came to an end amidst an absolutely overwhelming response from those who saw it. It was called everything from the ‘epitome of post-modern theatre’ to ‘disaster porn’. It was called everything from Mind Adventures’ best play to date to ‘ghastly wallowing in pseudo-intellectual pseudo-empathy; an ostentatious indulgence in sententious frippery at the expense of the very people it claims to speak for.’ People said it was everything from brave, to original, to brilliant, to horrific, to offensive. People are still calling me about it, writing to me about it, talking to each other about it. Sri Lankans who live away from Colombo, even those who live overseas have heard about it and are calling or writing to inquire, congratulate and scold. It certainly did get people talking - debating, arguing, shouting, fighting - both online and off, and that was actually our only intention in having done that play.

I resisted writing anything about it, particularly after some reviews appeared online, because I didn’t want to seem as though I was defending us. I don’t need to. We don’t need to defend ourselves. I think we did what we did true to ourselves and our consciences and we have nothing more to say. But I’ve received so many wonderful and interesting comments over the phone and via email in this last week, that I felt so compelled to put some of my own thoughts about The Travelling Circus down on metaphorical paper.

There were so many different responses to this piece and none of them were ‘wrong’. Some people laughed through the whole thing and thought it was hilarious, some were moved, some were touched, some were offended, some were tense.

Much of the criticism, if I should call it that, that we received can be boiled down to two fundamental things. One was that it was offensive and insensitive to have made a comedy out of such a serious subject, and the other was that it was biased and one-sided.

It never occurred to me that what we were doing might be viewed as a comedy until the opening night - when the audience kept giggling and laughing throughout almost the entire play. When people had asked me to tell them what the play was about before it went on stage, I always spoke about the boy, the village, the camp and the friendship between the cow and the boy. I don’t think I made it sound very much like a comedy because I didn’t think it was one. Someone told me after they saw, ‘I didn’t expect a comedy!’ I was aware that the style we were playing it in could be funny, but was the play itself funny? Was the story funny? It was ironic. It was symbolic. It was satire - and this is what satire is, making jokes out of things that are actually not funny at all. It was Absurdist. We had fun doing it - but that’s just for us to know - and we knew certain bits of it would be funny, or at least we hoped so - but surely, we weren’t doing a comedy about the war? But perhaps that is how good comedy is created - with sincerity, and truthfulness. Not with the intention of making people laugh.

So I kept asking people who had claimed it was offensive and insensitive about why they thought so. ‘Well, it’s obvious’ they said. ‘It’s too soon to be laughing’. And there it was. It was ‘too soon’. Many people felt that it was insensitive to laugh at a problem that had occurred so recently, a problem that we were living through right now. Sri Lanka has been through a lot, and still was enduring many of the consequences of 25 + years of bloodshed and destruction. After reading through so many emails and having long conversations with people, I realised that the real problem here was that the play had made people uncomfortable. It had made them uncomfortable by presenting a funny Absurdist piece about the war and displacement. It had made people shift in their seats slightly at the Landmine Waltz. It had made them laugh and then stop themselves abruptly at the zombie sequence of the Mad Uncle’s traumatised hallucination. It had made people ask ‘Why do I think this is funny?’ ‘Should I be laughing?’. It had made people nervous - tense. All this, it seems to me, is a great credit to the play, and should not be considered negative criticism at all. When we started to put this play together, we were aware that it would be received with many varied responses. We were aware of the fact that peoples’ reaction to it would also be partly based on their own feelings towards the very ’situation’ it attempted to talk about. It was not a play that could be judged objectively - after all, what it was about, was more than just close to home - it was home. All of us have unresolved feelings about the war, about the camps, about the future - and I’m certain people came to this play with these feelings in tow.

This is a funny thing. How people pounce on art, claiming it insensitive to the very situation it is trying to depict. Hollywood is being trashed every day for it’s non-stop barrage of Iraq war movies - mostly by those who support the war, but also by good liberals who are against it - simply because Americans in general feel as though it is too soon. They are in the middle of this war. It is happening right now, as we speak. Can we make movies about it? Should we not? Should Chaplin never had made The Great Dictator? Even though we watch it now at great comfort, don’t forget it was released in 1940 - in the throes of Hitler’s regime. It was timely. Could we have done this play in ten years? I think it would have been pointless - we wanted to do it now because we need to talk about this now.

Throughout history, the human race has endured war and suffering through expression. Art has always satirized the most dire situations, right in the thick of them. Art has always made its comments about war and suffering through satire, through irony.

What is ‘too soon’? I don’t know. Does that mean we don’t talk about it, we don’t write about it, we don’t make plays about it - in order to not be made uncomfortable? Do we avoid the topic altogether and tip-toe around it so that we don’t need to question how we feel about it? Do we not demand of ourselves to think about it - simply so that we never have to resolve our own thoughts and emotions about it? Do we sacrifice expression for comfort? For correctness?

We made this play because we felt we had to - should we not speak when we feel we have to, not write when we feel we have to, to save ourselves and others the trouble of sitting down for one hour in a day and thinking about it?

Let’s be honest - we were showing it to approximately 150 people a night in Colombo. That’s not even 1000 people. We were not planning on changing the world here. It has been said that this show should travel around the country. Suggestions have been made of everywhere from Galle to Batticaloa to Ampara. How confident am I of taking this show to the North or the North East? Would it be the same, showing it to people who are living amongst minefields? Who have lost their familites to shelling? Who have been herded between camps? I’m not saying that people in Colombo have not been affected by the war. But the play wasn’t about them. It was about those people living in the North and North East. Could we show them the same production? I doubt it. Should we? I don’t think so.

Comedy - you can see it as insensitivity, or you can see it as positivity. You can see it as offensive or you can see it as philosophy. You can sit around all day and mope or you can get on with life the best you can with your head held high. We could have made a play that made people cry, but instead we made a play that made people laugh - a tougher feat to achieve I can assure you, and more creative, I think. What happens the day we fail to laugh at ourselves, to laugh at our tragedies? To laugh at the absurdity of living in Sri Lanka right now? What happens the day we fail to make that one morbid joke that cracks everyone up? If we weren’t laughing, we’d have to cry - and I’m certain laughing is more productive. If we didn’t manage to get through this mayhem that is life with our sense of humour in tact - how would we survive?

All we wanted to do was tell a side of the story that we felt is not often told, and to tell it differently. I think everyone will agree that this particular story is multi-faceted and intensely complex. It would simply have been impossible to try and get every side of the story in, and we would have been out of our depth. We would have made a piece that wasn’t sure of what it was saying or how it felt, just for trying to be diplomatic and politically correct. So yes, we focused on only a few of the many sides to this story. I don’t think there is anything wrong with that. I think any creation is allowed to have its own judgments and perspectives. Whether you agree or not is irrelevant, it is not necessary to agree. Naturally, it’s impossible to make something that everyone agrees with. Getting people to agree was never the intention. Neither was it to offer any solutions, or give any lectures. Our only intentions were to tell a story, and get people talking.

I think we did both.

December 8, 2009

My Thoughts on Eka Adhipathi

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We grew up hearing about this play. The legend of Dharmasiri’s work as an actor and playwright have been the stories we were weaned on as children. Eka Adhipathi emerged as a milestone in the history of political theatre in Sri Lanka – all of us who have studied theatre at any level will inevitably come across some mention of this play and the stir it created when it was first produced in 1976, with a then young Dharmasiri himself playing the title role of the military dictator. He too emerged as an exceptionally talented actor and playwright to be contended with, and with Eka Adhipathi, he made his mark. He had come to stay.

I remember seeing Trojan Kanthavo some years ago. I have vivid memories of it, of the tanks and camouflage clad, gun-toting soldiers, and of course, the women – torn, bereft, strong. And yet, in my younger age, I missed quite a lot. I remember asking my mother what modern-day soldiers were doing in an ancient Greek play. My mother said ‘I guess what they are trying to say is that war is the same – no matter when or where it happens’. When I read Trojan Women now, I can only imagine the impact that Dharmasiri’s brave new production must have had on audiences at the time. So when I started to notice the posters for Eka Adhipathi, placed - strategically or incidentally I do not know - amongst the posters of a certain real-life dictator president, I was thrilled. I would now get to see the legendary Eka Adhipathi – now that I was older, and an actor and theatre-enthusiast in my own right.

I went to the Lionel Wendt on the 3rd of December, to watch Eka Adhipathi, with high expectations. I expected an ingenious script and an extraordinary actor. I got both.

Eka Adhipathi needs to be taken in context – written in the ‘70s, and performed in a particular comic theatrical style that combines physicality and exaggeration. Yes, it was longer than most plays that my Twitter generation is used to, and yes, it was a lot of dialogue. While some part of me thinks it might be adapted to suit contemporary audiences more, another part of me believes the point is that we need to see it as it was. It’s important for my generation to view this as it were then – it’s a historical artefact, and it needs to treated and viewed as such. To edit or adapt it may mean we damage it. To edit or adapt it may mean we are taking the easy way out. Maybe it is us the audience that needs to be more patient with good art – maybe good art deserves our time and our attention. The playing style too is a historic artefact. It’s important, I consider it a part of my education, to see this performed in the style that it was then – a style that will soon probably vanish altogether. As a student of traditional dance, I struggle with this every day: is there a way to successfully merge the traditional (or old) with the modern (or new), without compromising on the artistic integrity of the work of art?

Eka Adhipathi needs to be viewed as we view Chaplin, or Laurel and Hardy. It is a leap from the realistic and naturalistic theatre we are used to in the 21st Century – it was nearly 3 hours long, with very little action and a lot of dialogue, the actors wore exaggerated make-up that consisted of lines upon lines on their foreheads and cheeks, their entire bodies shook when they laughed, with emphasis on the up-and-down movement of the shoulders, they swept across the stage rather than walked, every movement of their arms and heads were large and each word they spoke was carefully drawn out, projected, quite unlike natural speech. It was a leap from the quiet, more thoughtful plays that win our hearts today, but it was a different sort of theatre altogether.

It was Brecht’s belief that theatre should be viewed objectively and then judged, not felt. Brecht, a life-long Marxist, wished to use his theatre to create social change. He believed that if the audience were to get too emotional, they wouldn’t be able to go away and think, and to him, clear thought was better for social change than thought that was muddled up in the complexity of human emotions. He wished to emotionally alienate his audience from the characters, allowing them to think and judge rather than feel. In this way, plays like Eka Adhipathi are successful – there were moments of deliberate discomfort, but mostly the audience laughed along at characters and plot-lines that are caricatures, yes, but also sickly realistic and familiar.

Everything about Eka Adhipathi may have been from a time past, all except that which precisely matters most – its subject. Eka Adhipathi may have been old-fashioned – but it was not outdated. It was not relevant and timely in a particularly sophisticated or specific manner, but it was both relevant and timely. Maybe the things we felt were familiar – the signature characteristics of living in a dictatorship, the constant fear, the idealistic yet clear-minded hope of those that rebel, the fact that there is precious little you can do to change it and the symptoms of any oppressor, his own constant fear, his rash disregard for the dignity of the lives of others – are not so much specific to Sri Lanka or to this particular time but more universally relevant to dictatorships. But all great art is universal. Or at least I think it needs to be. And the fact that Dharmasiri chose to stage it now, after all these years, is a talent worth commending for itself – knowing when to stage a play is as important as having a good play to stage.

Dharmasiri himself, playing the dictator was extraordinary. He is a superb comic actor, with just the right physicality and timing. That calibre of good old-fashioned comic acting that runs into farce while not over-stepping the line to become ridiculous, is something that is hard to achieve. It takes a great deal of control, and the ability to know exactly where that line lies. It takes discipline, and more than anything it takes sincerity – without control, discipline and sincerity, the performance is in danger of being ‘played for laughs’ and ends up being tiresome and terrible unfunny. This happens with comedy and farce on Colombo stages all the time. A farcical character of the proportions of the Dictator is hard to achieve, and even harder to sustain. Dharmasiri owned the stage in many of his scenes, and sustained the character consistently and brilliantly for nearly 3 hours, a feat that many young actors can learn plenty from. Rajiv Ponweera, who played Walter, the leader of the group that plans to revolt against the dictator, did justice to his great character, a clear- minded, thoughtful, quiet yet powerful young man with a vision and a calm sort of sensibility to him, in a sense, the hero of the play – and this is the highest compliment that can be paid to Rajiv. He has that rare gift of being able to project without shouting, and he speaks every word onstage with precision, deliberation and sincerity – it makes his performances potent and stirring, while not being overly dramatic or heavy-handed. The four actors who played the Dictator’s four generals were also commendable – they were funny and quick and created quirky characters who were the epitome of the ‘bumbling fools’. The wonderful thing about these actors was they did not lose the sense of comic absurdity of their roles, even when they were up to absolutely no good. They did not become evil or sinister, even when they were clearly doing evil or sinister things. There remained a stark contrast between their laughing, jolly personalities and their horrific actions - and this in fact served in making them seem even more scary than if they had played the outright villains.

What can be said in way of criticism about this production of Eka Adhipathi was that it lacked a final polish. In scenes where there were several people onstage simultaneously, the tension of certain very uncomfortable scenes was sometimes broken by minute things like actors bumping into each other, bumping into furniture, actors masking other actors, or not being in character while walking offstage. This was probably partly an indication that the Director of this play was also its leading actor – Dharmasiri probably wasn’t as active in his role as Director as he might have been had he had the leisure of having only one job to do. Sometimes, it takes one person to just sit outside and constantly watch it and shout at actors. But it was also unfortunately partly an indication of a little indiscipline on the part of the actors – maybe more alertness and awareness about other actors and your space as well as theirs and constantly sustaining characters could have helped to create more tension and maintain it. Sometimes, it felt a bit like the entire thing rested on Dharmasiri’s performance and that not many of the other actors were sharing the responsibility. From what I know, many of the actors appearing onstage in this production were experienced actors – the above mentioned slip-ups can be avoided easily and would have lifted the production higher.

I felt at the end of the evening like the best thing about the production was the script. This is not necessarily a good or bad thing as far as the production is concerned. The script is a work of art – it is quick, witty, sharp and in scenes terrible and sinister in its ironic sense of humour. It is in moments larger than life and in moments incredibly subtle and nuanced. It shifts between the hilarious lines of characters such as the Dictator, and Lawrence, a fellow military dictator and friend to The Dictator - and the quiet, deliberate and moving ideas of Walter – spoken with care and certainty, and Antonio’s grandfather – a broken old man who doesn’t care for the idealism of politics, torn only by the suffering it brings upon innocent people like himself. It shifts between the loud arrogance of the Dictator, his son and minions, and the sophistication and erudition of thought in Walter and his wife Olga. It makes these shifts, which would have seemed sudden and inconsistent in the hands of a lesser writer, bravely and boldly without a moment’s hesitation and justifies it with strong and steady characters.

By virtue of being a good play, it still stands out as a great achievement. And it deserves to be seen everywhere in Sri Lanka.

The million-dollar question of who it’s about – well, that’s up to interpretation.

December 2, 2009

My Country of Contradictions

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This post was first published here on Groundviews, as one of many that celebrated its 1000th post.

Some years ago, when I was younger, I could see where all the stereotypes about our island came from. I could see why people said Sri Lankans were particularly warm or friendly – they really were. I could see why Sri Lanka was known as an escape, a Shangri La for western tourists and foreigners – it truly was breathtakingly beautiful and pristine. I could see why people liked to live here – I liked it too. The people were nice, the pace was relaxed, and the atmosphere was that of an island.

Today, I find that I live in a country of contradictions. The colonial alongside the native. The beautiful co-existing with the horrific. The arrogant beside the hospitable. The humble alongside the aggressive. If you ask me today to tell you what Sri Lanka is like, or what Sri Lankans are like, I would have to reluctantly answer that I am no longer sure – that I can’t really explain.

Many worlds exist, side-by-side, rubbing shoulders, and yet carefully separate. Young people sip expensive cocktails in shiny nightclubs, go to movie screenings in garden cafés, and take weekends off to sun by the sea. Some go back and forth from air-conditioned office rooms to air-conditioned homes, in air-conditioned cars, of course – and with all this air-conditioning, it gets easier to forget that you live on a tropical island, where the sun blazes at you all day long. It becomes easy to forget that right outside your door, there is poverty, and easier to forget that a couple of hundred miles from where you live, are the consequences of a war – hundreds of thousands of people in camps, entire towns and villages bullet-holed, bombed, demolished and destroyed. It becomes easier to forget with time, and then all at once, it will be erased from your memory altogether. You will not pass this knowledge on to your children; it will never affect you again.

My generation particularly, suffers from this combination of not having been told, and having forgotten ourselves – that any world besides our own exists. We are not taught in schools, nor is this information easily available to us. Entire bits of Sri Lanka’s modern history are left out in our education, and therefore it never even enters our memories or becomes a part of our collective knowledge about our country. And the signs – the stories you hear, the memories that are recollected, the homeless on the streets, the Tamil boy in front of you is harassed at a checkpoint – all these signs become easier to ignore if they are not in context. They become easy to look away from. The people of these different worlds rarely ever cross paths. And yet, they need each other, in a funny way.

Such a country of contradictions I have never known. Sri Lankans are world-famous for their warmth and hospitality, – and yet, we have proven that when angered, when pushed into a corner, we can be violent, irrational and unstoppable in our hatred. We are well-known for our multi-ethnic, multi-cultural communities and tolerance – and yet, we have proven that we will allow our distrust, our paranoia, our nepotism, and our refusal to accept, to destroy everything. We could be a country abundant with prosperity – the natural resources are bountiful and plenty, the people are intelligent and skilled – and yet, we have proven that we would throw it all away for power and personal gain.

It all exists – carefully, just about touching each other but not really, these worlds. The turmoil, the rustling unease, the simmering tempers, the corruption and abuse, carefully standing quietly alongside the luxury, the bustle of jobs and coffees shared by friends, the lives untouched.

I have tried to know all these worlds. I have tried to look beyond my own, journey beyond what I was taught and not taught; I have tried to live a little each day in all these places and times. Because to me Sri Lanka is all these worlds. It is not one, without the other. It is not only the world of the poor; it is not just that of the rich. It is not the world of war, and it is not the world of unaffected peace. It is not merely the world of suffering and pain, and it is also not solely the world of blissful ignorance. It is all of these things, and every little thing in-between. To me, the country of Sri Lanka hangs in the balance of where these worlds meet – the fine line on which these worlds cross and collide, the method with which these worlds exist together.

That is the Sri Lanka I know and live in – and love. And it is the Sri Lanka I wish everyone would get to know.

November 25, 2009

Of Questions, Disappearances and Prime-Ministers

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Photo by Twiggy.
The Travelling Circus don’t have any definite answers, but they do have a tree for all your questions!

Bring your thoughts, ideas and above all - bring your questions, because The Travelling Circus has the space and time for them all. In a climate and culture where asking questions is not often encouraged, this unique production gives you one hour in your day to sit and just wonder. To question. To ask questions is a natural human instinct - an instinct that is sometimes stifled by fear, repression or just plain igorance of the fact that you can ask them. If there are questions about the situation of our country and therein, our lives, weighing heavily on your mind, and you don’t have a place to put them - then bring them to The Travelling Circus!

Rediscover your curiosity! Reinvent your inquisitiveness! Replace the silence with questions!

Come and visit the Question Tree - and you just might meet The Constantly Complaining Cow, The Lying Lizard, The Kind Uncle Who Never Spoke, An Important Aunty, A Mad Uncle and his Mynah and The Boy Who Spoke in Numbers.

Come and discover more about questions and fables and stories and allegories. Of curses and princes and uncles and aunties. Of lies and truths and propaganda and counter-propaganda. Witness the election of a new prime-minister and learn about the ancient black spell over our land. Come visit The Travelling Circus and its mad mayhem of singing, dancing, shouting, laughing, crying, bombing and burning. Come and sit and watch - and question.

The Travelling Circus is a Mind Adventures Theatre Production. From 26-30 Novemner 2009. Starting at 8 pm, at Nuga Sevana, located on the Cathedral Grounds, Bauddhaloka Mawatha, Colombo 07.

Tickets available at Wendy Whatmore Academy - No. 5, 13th Lane (sea-side) Galle Road, Colombo 03, and also at the gate on show nights.

November 9, 2009

On Another Adventure - An Ode to Mo

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It is so surreal - this whole death-bed business. In the last hours, as he is lying there, thinner than I have ever seen him before, I can almost see the life leaving him. I can sense it. I had never thought of him as an old person, nor had it occurred to me that he was an old, sick person. Now it’s obvious to me that he is both - and has been for awhile, too. How could I have missed it? But perhaps, that was the essence of knowing him - to forget, to not really notice that he is old and sick and only know who he is beyond both those things that in some people, are undeniable, inescapable.

I’ve never had a loved one ‘dying’ before. They’ve all just been sudden and random deaths. And yet, as he lay there, I couldn’t quite decide whether I was glad for the prior warning, or miserable that he had to be in pain. Knowing that he didn’t have much longer, that last week gave us all the chance to see him, hold his hands and whisper whatever words we could muster up in an un-trembling voice. It gave us the chance to light incense and play quiet music and set him up for the next phase. It gave us the chance to say our goodbyes and our respective prayers and see him one last time. And yet, I wonder whether if things could have somehow ended sooner and with less warning, it might have been better for him. I learned that somehow, to watch someone die is harder in its own way than to be one day told, without warning, that they are gone.

And so he embarked on what I know to him was just another adventure, another point of transition. He went fearlessly, perhaps he was even looking forward to it. And yet to me, his passing on was initially wrought with sadness and constantly being reminded of the void that he has left in the world and in my life - it grew with every passing moment. And yet, I realised that if he was ready, then I shouldn’t worry. And I think I can be quite certain that he was ready.

He was a raconteur - always full of stories that were told with quiet sarcasm, he was a presence - always lurking, never intruding, but carefully observing everything before him, providing an oasis of calm, far from the madding crowd. More than anything, in a world of inconsistencies, he was a consistent person. You knew what he was about. You knew, instantly, that there would be no bullshit allowed beyond a certain point. His world was one that was free from pretense, free from hypocrisy, free from false and superficial judgments, and everyone that entered could darn well abide by the same rules. I could count on him, in the way that I’m sure many did - to always be solid, true and sincere. I could count on him to be unaffected by the trivialities that plague many of our lives. I could count on him to not care about so much stuff that is totally irrelevant and yet that we spend so much time caring about - and I could count on him to remain that way, day in, day out.

Death is such a strange thing, inherently - it invovles so many more than just the person to whom it’s happening. And it’s two very different experiences for those on either side - for the one who is passing, how it feels we may never know, and for those who are left to deal with an absence and a loss that is solely their very own, it is an event of sadness, always coupled with hints of regrets. We write eulogies and have memorials and funerals at which we cry and reminisce - and all this is for ourselves, for our own anguish, our own desire to achieve closure and get together and help each other through it. To make ourselves feel better. But there is no shame in this - it is no less necessary or noble to fulfill our own emotional needs, to fill our own voids and gaps with funerals and wakes and feel as though we’ve done something for them. It is all part of being this crazy, wonderful, complicated species.

And if nothing, he was a testament to just how crazy and wonderful human beings can be, and he lead a life that was a good example of how incredible and fulfilling a human life can be.

I think I did my bit for him - and for myself. I think I can safely say I have no regrets, no ‘what if’s and ‘if only’s. I have to myself the certainty that I was lucky enough to have had time with him in his best days, and I hope I was able to give of myself to him in his worst.

Bon Voyage, Mo. And good luck.






















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